[Duckman2]

I am going insane my hands are shaking as I type this post. I'm an 18 year old junior that has an overabundance of energy and needs to go out and see the world and go to art school so I can spend my time doing something useful instead of wasting my days in that gigantic baby sitting operation known as High school. I get so god damn angry knowing that most of my classmates don't understand what I'm trying to say to them, they like people holding their hands and taking care of them, hell they probably think mommy and daddy are going to be their for them all the time. I just needed to get that off my chest, it's a very difficult feeling to articulate. I hope I don't come across as an asshole. Anyone else know what I'm talkin about?

[faustgfx]

sad. 's gotta suck.



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[Frozen Consciousness]

Heh... My A-Level college isn't much better (actually, I think it's worse). Damn, I should have gone at Art College instead... 2 more years of that crap.

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[Lunatique]

You are nnot the only one. I was like that in high school too.

Believe me, there are many others just like you in this world across different countries, speaking different languages.

You will meet them once you get out of school(many of them converge at this forum), and they will be other artists, musicians, writers, film-makers, and other aspiring creative minds that grew up too quickly and matured too fast.

Guess what? It stays that way. You will always be different than others, because you, like all of us here, are gifted in ways that others aren't. We are the elite. Don't fight it.



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[Spitfire]

Ditch school, it's a fascistoid breeding farm for mindless sheep that will eventually function as polite, controllable citizens. Put on a heavy metal shirt and shoot the fuckers. All of them. Twice. And in the head.



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I am but a statue, impervious to love.

[Spitfire]

[Woops, double tap!]

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[This message has been edited by Spitfire (edited February 11, 2001).]

[DirtyDigger]

Yes and then you grow up end up married with kids in some shit job taking orders from some fucker who's much less intelligent than you and the bills are rolling in and you have no money to pay them and the phone is ringing with bill collectors and some lawyer's calling you with lawsuits and you haven't had a vacation in 8 years and your spouse is bitching that you're a loser and you get layed off fromt he job and you get an eviction notice or forclosure notice on your door and your best friend stabs you in the back and you look back and say 'goddamn high school wasn't all that bad, what the fuck was I bitching about back then?'




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[Bradford]

keep life simple until your about 35 and you won't have those problems. marriage and furthermore KIDS ruin it all.

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[travis travis]

Duckman:

I know that feeling, try not to indulge in it to much if you want to keep your nervous system intact. And a small warning, most colleges, *including* art colleges, are a lot more busywork and partying, and less creative exploration then you are hoping for. But if you are going out to see the world some time, let me know, I wanna go!

[DirtyDigger]

The above story isn't my own. I guess what I was trying to say is 'could be worse'

You could have had no education and had a family with no money to buy you a pen or pencil. Had no food, no clothes, no house, no parents, no legs, no arms, blind, deaf, or any other things you take for granted that you can think of.

Wasn't the napster creator only like 18-20...what are you working on?

I'm like Caesar weeping at the feet of Alexander when I realize all the things I haven't accomplished and I'm literally busting my ass. It drives me on...

If you are so full of energy you should be trying to conquer the world as much as you can with your own talent. When it comes down to it complaining that others are holding you back is just a cop out or excuse for being lazy. Hell I'll admit I'm lazy.

If you are an artist or writer why haven't you submitted your work? Why haven't you looked into how to submit it? Using the old excuse of "I'm not good enough yet" is kinda lame. If that's the fact you'd be working 24/7 on getting better.

Nobody in this world is lucky. They had to do something to affect the gains that they have achieved (even if that's ass kissing as so many people seem to do to get ahead).

You're probably just overlooking the steps you need to take to acheive your real goals. All those steps take hard work and risk (which I must admit most people are not willing to do)


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[Spitfire]

Twice. And in the head.

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[PandaX52]

I HATE high SCHOOL! and it pisses me off, i can miss more than EIGHT days or they fail you....graaAAH!!! fucking fat-assed vice principle 7 eleven big-gulp consuming fool...

It's funny to watch people in the halls, the ones that make the most noise and flap around their extremities like some kind of oblivious bird/retard are acctualy the most insecure! I WANT OUT!!!! AAHHH!

I CANT MAKE IT FOUR MORE MONTHS!!! AAHHHHH!!!!HH!HH!!!!.......*gasp*....